I’m a bit fascinated by the concept of Prayer Wheels. Put somewhat simplistically, a Prayer Wheel is cylindrical collection of Buddhist mantras wrapped around a central core that turns (usually clockwise) so that every time it makes a full revolution, the virtue (“merit”) of those scripted prayers are incurred by the one who turns it. It’s generally recommended that the practitioner use a form of meditation at the same time, but I’ve read that, even in a distracted state of mind, merit is still obtained. The more it is turned, the more benefit is received. This from Lamayeshe.com: Continue reading “The wheel keeps turning, but am I going anywhere? (Prayer journal #3, cont…)”
Beware: broken sidewalk
If you’re on Instagram, you’ve probably noticed the proliferation of cat and dog photos. That’s okay, since it’s a subject obviously near and dear to the owner’s heart. I even wrote a children’s book about my dog—ready for this??—in Swedish, for my Swedish granddaughter.
(Sidebar—Yes, I’m trying to learn Swedish, such a beautiful language. I use my vocabulary words, plus a few others to fill in the blanks, to write primary-style stories along the lines of “See Jane. See Jane run.” Because that’s about the level of my Swedish. So why not write about my dog, along with photos?)
One of the wonderful things about dogs, we are told, is that they live in the now. There’s no worrying about tomorrow or fretting over yesterday. For them, it’s a total embracing of present tense, in every encounter, every situation. Continue reading “Beware: broken sidewalk”
It was a set-up!
I don’t play Chess. That is to say, I know the basic rules, but like football, there are more intricacies than I care to ponder. What little I know, however, helps me to appreciate those that really are quite adept at the game.
As I understand it, the goal is to capture the opponent’s king. Period. That’s the goal. It doesn’t matter how many pieces you have left when that king bows to your strategic prowess. It doesn’t matter which piece gets the king; even a pawn can do that! Every piece has a specific function and, yes, there are sacrifices to be made along the way. It’s all a challenge, not of chance, but of resiliently setting up the next move, anticipating each opportunity, and patiently allowing the plan to unfold.
I imagine true chess masters can also recognize the strategy of their opponent. They’ve seen this move before, and won’t allow the trap to entangle them.
A comment that I’ve not quite been able to live down from one of our family reunions was when I asked if anyone would like to play a “quick game of Chess”, not wholly unlike asking for a quick game of Monopoly. Such a thing does not exist, (unless you’re playing with me, I suppose.)
Patience in life is not one of our culturally intrinsic qualities. Spiritually, however, it is a must. I love God’s “suddenlies”, His intervening grace when what I’ve been praying for happens “above and beyond all I can ask or imagine”. Like when Peter was miraculously released from prison and was left standing to knock on the door of the praying disciples. Or when the Holy Spirit fell on the Gentiles as the same Peter was in the middle of his discourse to them about Jesus. Or the initial “Light, be!” in Genesis chapter one.
Yeah, those are nice.
Unfortunately, I’m not quite so great concerning God’s “set ups”. I want to mentally and emotionally check things off my prayer list a little faster than seems to be happening in my very linear timeline and limited perspective. There are relationships I desperately want restored. There are needs I don’t see being met.
Then I remember: the goal is the king. And I’m not a mere pawn, but a servant, with moves in the game that are assigned to me specifically. I cannot do what a knight or a rook or a queen can do, but I can be part of the set up for the end result, protecting my King and going after the opponent’s.
And, importantly, allowing myself to be moved, empowered, guided by the Master, regardless of personal sacrifice in the interest of the Goal, will require learning to hear Him more acutely. That is my foremost strategy.
“My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and they follow me.”
My second is tenacity. As much as I would love a sudden “checkmate” on my formidable enemy, my Master has other things in mind that by necessity must be set up. I may not (probably won’t) see or understand what He is doing in the present tense, but that does not preclude my responsibility to hang in there.
“So let’s not get tired of doing what is good. At just the right time we will reap a harvest of blessing if we don’t give up.”
The game isn’t over yet.
John 10:27; Galatians 6:9 Holy Bible, New Living Translation, copyright © 1996, 2004, 2015 by Tyndale House Foundation. Used by permission of Tyndale House Publishers Inc., Carol Stream, Illinois 60188. All rights reserved.
Just another story…
When people say the Bible is boring, I have to question if we’re reading the same book. Okay, so I get a bit bogged down in Leviticus when they’re talking about how to deal with infectious skin diseases, but truthfully, some of the accounts sound like a script straight out of Hollywood.
For example, the well-known story about the widow and her son barely scraping by during (one of) the terrible famines, a consequence brought about by the prophet Elijah at Yahweh’s behest, another attempt to get His people’s attention. God sends His man to this particular household, to a widow and her son, to ask for, guess what—food! The response he gets is expected.
“But she said, ‘I swear by the Lord your God that I don’t have a single piece of bread in the house. And I have only a handful of flour left in the jar and a little cooking oil in the bottom of the jug. I was just gathering a few sticks to cook this last meal, and then my son and I will die.’”
Elijah convinces her that, if she provides him with food and water, God would continue to miraculously multiply her supply to sustain her through the crisis.
What did she have to lose?
“So she did as Elijah said, and she and Elijah and her family continued to eat for many days.”
In Act Two, as if the famine wasn’t enough stress, this kind lady’s only son gets sick and dies. She confronts the prophet, who has become a boarder during this time. This widow is now overwhelmed with grief. Her boy is dead, which back then had more implications than just the loss of a loved one. Her future just got a whole lot more impoverished, both emotionally, and financially.
“Then she said to Elijah, ‘O man of God, what have you done to me? Have you come here to point out my sins and kill my son?’”
I love Elijah’s reply. There’s no “oops”. He doesn’t wring his hands. In fact, there isn’t even a note of surprise or worry.
“But Elijah replied, ‘Give me your son.’”
Once again, what did the mother have to lose? Elijah takes the lifeless body up to his own room and prays.
“The Lord heard Elijah’s prayer, and the life of the child returned, and he revived! Then the woman told Elijah, ‘Now I know for sure that you are a man of God, and that the LORD truly speaks through you.’”
Which I find to be an interesting reaction from this mother. Wasn’t the first miracle of the ever-flowing oil and grain enough to convince her of God’s presence working through His prophet?
The first miracle was a life-sustaining one. It had to do with maintenance. And it wasn’t like they had a five-course meal everyday, either. Just enough oil and grain to keep them going, to sustain the life they had until the famine had passed.
The second miracle was a life-giving one. That which was dead has been resurrected. Where life had been extinguished, life had been reborn.
This gives me pause…
What do I have to lose?
God knows the level of my faith and intimacy with Him. He also knows how fickle human beings like me (like you?) can be, allowing complacency to set in as what we once wondered at becomes normalcy and therefore taken for granted. And He knows what is needed to take our faith and intimacy with Him to the next level, to jump start us out of that spiritual malaise.
In other words, He not only knows how to maintain my dreams, even my faith, but also how to resurrect them and give them new life.
Of course, the first step is to hand it over to Him.
1 Kings 17:12; Hebrews 7:25 Holy Bible, New Living Translation, copyright © 1996, 2004, 2015 by Tyndale House Foundation. Used by permission of Tyndale House Publishers Inc., Carol Stream, Illinois 60188. All rights reserved.
Bob has been a little concerned about my hearing. Of course, when it comes to watching our beloved British shows on TV, we both have to turn up the volume, if you get my drift. Our very entrenched Midwest American minds don’t always pick up the subtleties of our Anglo-neighbors, and we end up asking each other—
“What did he just say?”
“I dunno…turn it up.”
Neither of us want to miss any of the important plot developments for lack of communication, y’know.
Which is absolutely what could have happened here, but thankfully somebody was listening closely: Continue reading “Say, what??”
Popped strings, and other favorites tunes.
As a past worship leader, I appreciate, at least in a small degree, the importance and effort that goes into putting song sets together for the congregation. In the case of contemporary music, there’s rhythm and flow to be considered, as well as your team’s availability for that week, and hopefully prayerful discernment.
Of course, then I would break a guitar string in them middle of it all, and God shows His sense of humor…Not only does the string almost hit you in the face, but it throws the rest of the instrument out of tune, and naturally it can’t happen during practice, oh no, but during the set, in front of the congregation.
So then there’s life, well planned, even prayerfully so, and then…
…BOOOIIIINNNGGG! (And usually not in private, right?)
Kinda sounds like this worship leader from a long time ago. His name was Heman, an ancestor of Ezra, so he’s got an impressive Hebrew pedigree. The note at the beginning of his song reads as follows:
“A song to be sung to the tune ‘The Suffering of Affliction.’”
(…because that would certainly be a go-to for a Sunday morning.)
“O Lord, God of my salvation,
I cry out to you by day.
I come to you at night.”
Starts out okay, but kinda plays on that “out of tune instrument” from then on.
“For my life is full of troubles,
and death draws near.
I am as good as dead,
like a strong man with no strength left.
They have left me among the dead,
and I lie like a corpse in a grave.
I am forgotten,
cut off from your care.
You have thrown me into the lowest pit,
into the darkest depths.”
ETC, etc, etc…. Then he says this.
“Can those in the grave declare your unfailing love?
Can they proclaim your faithfulness in the place of destruction?
Can the darkness speak of your wonderful deeds?
Can anyone in the land of forgetfulness talk about your righteousness?”
Now, c’mon, how can he talk about God forgetting him (and worse) in one breath, and in the other speak of God’s unfailing love and faithfulness, His wonderful deeds and His righteousness??
Something tells me this is more about Heman reminding himself of God’s goodness, than reminding God to take care of him. Obviously, somewhere in his past, Heman has an intimate history with the Deity of his ancestors, as well as a working knowledge of God’s unchanging character leading up to this personal crisis. He’s hurting, but not hopeless. He’s frustrated, but in still fanning the flames of faith.
I find it most informative, and incredibly encouraging, that God has included Heman’s depressing little song of woe in the eternal Word of the Ages, alongside “the Lord is my Shepherd”, and “I am fearfully and wonderfully made”, and “those who live in the shelter of the Most High”, and “I will lift my eyes to the hills”. It allows me to be real with my Father Who art in Heaven, even though His name be hallowed.
He’s got big enough shoulders to cry on.
But then, there is plenty of reason to dry the tears also. Because, as Heman’s song shows by its very poetic construction, God’s “unfailing love, faithfulness, wonderful deeds, and righteousness” are in there, smack-dab in the middle of my mucky life situations (“grave, destruction, darkness and forgetfulness”)!
Like Heman’s predecessor and fellow hymn-writer (King David) penned, “yea, though I walk THROUGH the valley of the shadow of death, Thou art with me…” (Emphasis mine.)
And that’s something to smile about.
Psalm 88:1,3-6,11-12 Holy Bible, New Living Translation, copyright © 1996, 2004, 2015 by Tyndale House Foundation. Used by permission of Tyndale House Publishers Inc., Carol Stream, Illinois 60188. All rights reserved.
I have a tendency to make improbable things happen, rarely intimated by what others would consider sorely inconvenient or even overwhelming obstacles. Bob considers it one of the challenging/scary parts of my personality compared to his very ordered/cautious one. There are several common analogies for this particular trait:
Mover and shaker.
He who hesitates is lost.
God can steer a boat easier if it’s not tied to the dock…all that.
Then there’s this one:
Biting off more than you can chew—yep, I know about that one also. Sometimes, it includes my own foot, if you get my drift. And things can get messy. Continue reading “Pop Quiz!”
Spandex Rides Again!
As summer break was drawing to a close, Bob asked me to go on a “rocket ride” with him. When your husband of almost 38 years asked you on a date, the appropriate answer is “YES!”.
Part of our retirement planning the past several years has been to purchase several good bicycles. I say several, since they are used for different purposes: on-road, off-road, and then I have one just for errands and groceries (I call it my “town-bike”).
I’m somewhat disappointed to admit that the muscles and joints are not quite what they used to be, readily complaining, and preferring my great-grandmother’s rocking chair to the hard saddle of my Specialized Allez. Of course, padded spandex comes in handy. Bob says there are two fashion rules for wearing spandex:
You have to have the right body type, and,
Nobody has the right body type.
Why stay hidden?
I grew up on the edge of a large Midwest city (Indianapolis). My graduating class in high school was over 700, and I attended the main campus of a Big Ten university immediately thereafter. I have been to visit my daughters on both coast in L.A. and the Big Apple, and accompanied my husband’s small college on a trip to London several years ago.
All this to say, crowds don’t bother me.
It’s not that prefer them; I don’t. In fact, I’m writing this on my somewhat secluded patio in my comparatively sleepy small town with my quiet mutt on the pavestones as the birds sing around me. Yes, in a way, I’m hiding. Intentionally. Is that so bad?
But I’m quite adept at hiding in a crowd also. I really like not
Continue reading “Why stay hidden?”